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I am feeling the need to find myself again.



No longer shall I hide,

I need to be free.



The night calls me,

Fighting is so hard.

The need to hunt is getting stronger by the day.



The taste for blood grows,

Please let me play!



So many victims here;

Where to start,

Who to choose,

Who shall be the first?



I would like to taste you,

To know your fears;

Please tell me what scares you;

So I may make it real!

Here I am again.

Not knowing where to go,

Just seeing my old self-coming back again.



Fucking scary!



Numbness setting in,

Heart going cold.

Blood no longer moving,

Stillness I have become.



Finding myself fight inside,

Sometimes I think I’m winning;

Only to see myself falling.



Wind against my skin,

Ground coming faster.

Thinking to myself, why can I not just hit already..



My pain is too strong,

I’m just losing the fight.

What shall I do now?

Where shall I go?

What is to become of my life and me?

What’s to become of my young?

Be there for her, always with no question!

But what about me,

I’m falling inside;

I cannot see for I am blind.

I feel death is by my side;

Walking dead…..